JUAN

Psst...Tab

It must be burning you up how they are eating up Obama like he's the next coming of Christ. Goes against everything your mind, body and soul believes in. I'm just too tickled, and I already know: Go fugg myself. LMAO!!!!

Now, who is willing to pay for Giraffe P****?

Can you say SC governor?

Boy, boy, boy what men won't do for some coochie! Damn shame that he hid out, lied like a dog, got the FBI involved...and in the end still had to admit he was just having a routine affair. LOL. And they say nobody will pay THAT much for it. Ha! Ask the ex-governor of NY, Kobe Bryant, soon-to-be-ex-governor of SC, and the list is much too long to include in the limited space Syd is giving me, but y'all get the picture. LOL. Men can be quite foolish.

Juan Rodriguez- response

You know Tab, it must be really hard to talk and crap out of the same hole.

Juan Rodriguez

It's called tolerance, Tab. Not that you'd know anything about it. The man is Ivy League educated, is a community activist and despite all the digging, they found not one shred of anything negative to put out there in the tabloids. And besides, I thought the Hawaii photo was sexy as hell! Heck, he IS the total package for any woman...or man. Had to throw that in there.

You may as well face it, dude, POTUS is an African American. And the kicker, he's actually got the Motherland's blood in him. It's not diluted too much at all. LOL.

Juan- Understand me Please!

Wow, where should I begin? I know many of you didn't agree with the choice I made...I mean, look what I tried to do in the end myself! But I don't think the "normal" straight world understands where I was coming from. What was my impetus for my actions.

It's simple. Love.

You can march on it, pull out the Bible and thump me with it and call me all kinds of horrible names, but in the end, I am in love. With Loam. With Zeus. Period. And this love I have for these two individuals, this need to sacrifice myself so that they could continue to exist as they always had is why I made the choice I did.

Bullsh*t????

Look, Zeus and I are in a committed relationship and I'm willing to put our loving relationship next to ANY hetero relationship out there. I know we'd win hands down. Yes, I know what the Bible scriptures say about homosexuality, but the reality is...I'm 100% gay down to my core. I KNOW this.

Should I have tried to conform, deny who I truly was to fit in? Come on. Which is the worse sin? Marrying a woman knowing I want to love a man like myself; lying and denying my true feelings over and over and eventually spiraling into the nearly palpable hate and disdain I see emitted between husbands and wives on a regular basis? Or being in a loving relationship, showing and giving my authentic self?

I know you don't get me, my relationships, but I'll say my actions were the epitome of unconditional love. I was a sacrificial lamb so others could live.

Can you say the same?